





My Goddess has returned!!!!
It was with regret that I had to go to visit my family for a few days recently but it was the longest holiday of my life. Sometimes things just have to be done and this was one of those- the prodigal son returning. Unfortunately where I was visiting had no access to computers so it was the longest, most miserable holiday ever- I was not able to contact or see my Mistress.
I did the best I could- phone and texts were sent, postcards and a present which I hope she likes. But nothing can make up for the void, the emptiness of not being able to speak with or see her.
It felt like being in a world of grey, colourless and lifeless. I drifted aimlessly on an empty sea of loneliness, waiting only for a time when I could be in contact with her somehow.
I counted the days until I went to my own home and the loneliness continued- she was not there!
My heart leapt yesterday when I was able to see her and speak with her. Colour came back into my world and purpose into my life. I serve to live, I live to serve her- at last I have a role in my otherwise dull and boring existence.
I cannot live without you and your family in my life. Please do not abandon me I beg, even one crumb of attention will help to sustain me.
Your slut forever